Music, Stories, and Signals - Wandering the Event Horizon

Making Music from Presence

Three weeks ago at winter solstice, something cracked open in me that hasn’t closed back up. At the time, I recorded/performed eight tracks in four...

Flow State [LIVE] – New Electronic Music Series

After a year of creative silence following the release of "Where've You Been?", something shifted during winter solstice 2025 and the gates opened up. Over...

After the Inheritance of Gilgamesh

A short reflection on the dissertation I couldn’t finish. Before I went a little mad and had to leave my PhD program, the dissertation I...

The Two Maps

When I was sixteen, I sat cross-legged on my bedroom floor, meditating on the rune PERTHRO—the rune of mystery, the "dice cup" that holds fate....

Reorganizing Everything: What Happens When You Can’t Go Back

The structures I'd built my life around—the roles I performed, the identity I'd constructed, the ways I showed up in relationship—all of those were designed...

Living With What You’ve Seen: The Practice of Integration

Peak experiences—whether from plant medicine, meditation retreat, spiritual emergency, or spontaneous awakening—have a way of feeling conclusive. Like you’ve finally broken through, seen the truth,...

Learning to Be Impacted: On Support during Spiritual Emergence

I’ve decided to more fully open up to offering spiritual and integration guidance, so I want to share reflections on the praxis of personal healing...