Writing
Recording as “Sabin” as of today
Hi everyone! As of today, April 27 2024, I will be releasing my music under my first name only. The change should be already made on your favorite streaming platforms, with maybe a few glitches as the old becomes subsumed by the new… Please share, follow, and stay tuned. There’s...
Read More →I should have been doing something else …
… but I have a new DEMO today! I wrote this instead of doing the chord progression for Danielle that I was supposed to be helping her with (which means I need to do it later). She’s working on a new piece (that I’ll let her tell you about when...
Read More →Updated website
I finally got around to updating my site. I eliminated a bunch of extra sections that make no sense to me now (who, what, where, etc.), got rid of the darkness and nebula-like mandalas of confusion that made up the design, and made the change to emphasize my music more...
Read More →Embarking on a Renewed Journey: Reintegration and Human-Centric Design
In this blog post, I reflect on my journey of personal and professional transformation over the past year, including the challenges of overcoming a 25-year burnout and a nervous breakdown. I announce my return to the professional world, emphasizing my renewed commitment to human-centric design and leadership. I discuss my...
Read More →Catching up
To anyone stopping by because I sent them a resume, welcome! It’s weird here, and a lot of things have happened to me and us since I last posted here. Let me quickly summarize: It has been a tremendously and difficult summer, but one that I will always see as...
Read More →Madness as a talisman and waves of potentiality
We become as surfers on a cosmic wave of potentiality, and all we can do is ride it out The path of recovery is paved with relapses and peppered with pitfalls, I’m finding. The tiger traps of my mind. I encounter them after certain triggers or epiphanies and it takes...
Read More →Drowning at her side
it finally became real the damage I’ve done to her voice, the lack of attention I’ve paid to her for real, and the responsibilities I’ve shirked, not just “in my madness” but during this process as I’ve been coming along, or she’s been dragging me along. I don’t know anymore....
Read More →Faces of change: 2012 – 2022
This is the first part of a series about my lived experience of waking up after a 28-year identity break. I feel like I am finally home, and I am grateful for my experience, even if it seems like a hell. my life has been irrevocably changed for the better....
Read More →I Learned from my past to look forward from here
I went through old journal entries for inspiration tonight. I reminded myself of who I had been, pitfalls and traps I had fallen into, mirrors I wasn’t paying attention to. It’s painful to go back there, review that man’s thoughts as though they’re still mine. I think history is a...
Read More →To Asha
I have so many letters for you I’ve never sent … thoughts I don’t know how to communicate … wasted so many moments between us until there’s more distance than not … and now that I’m awakening I can see so clearly what I’ve done and how I squandered your...
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