Wandering the Event Horizon

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Discography

These are all the original songs I've recorded since I started writing music in 1992 -- a mix of demos and recently-released EPs and my latest album, Where've You Been?

Releases

Where’ve You Been?

On December 6th 2024, I released Where’ve You Been? — an album about my recovery from long-seated dissociative and identity issues. The songs are raw and personal, wabi-sabi in their imperfections, trying to capture the moments between despair and hope, loss and renewal. My hope is that it’s like sitting in...

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Songs From The Other Side Of The Event Horizon

I dedicate this album to Danielle, my partner, savior, and love of my life. Her patience and love — despite the pain my mental illness caused her — pulled me from an abyss and made these songs possible. They were written within periods of my mental duress and darkness and...

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Gathering To Rise

This piece was written in August of 2023 on a 1961 Wurlitzer console piano donated to us during early winter, 2023. released January 31, 2024

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For Winter 2022

released January 30, 2024

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Getting There

My second EP and another instrumental album, I wrote these songs during the first week of the New Year. A jazzier more open feel than It’s Difficult Sometimes, I tried to express more about the world around me than any interior views. Released January 22, 2024

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It Can Be Difficult Sometimes

I wrote this album between Yule and the New Year. It’s the first one following my single, A Little Longer. It’s an instrumental EP with 5 songs related to living with mental health issues. In December, 2023, I punched a kitchen counter in a moment of mental-health induced anxiety and...

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A Little Longer

My new single, 'A Little Longer' is out now. I wrote it as a message of hope even if from a distant perspective. I put down the first parts of it on DECEMBER 16TH, 2022 AND FINISHED THE FINAL MIX ON FEBRUARY 17TH, 2023.

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Demos & Experiments

Improv in D

A short heavy piece that came to me while waiting for something else to come to me. A lot of this happens like that. The melody was sweet enough to me that I wanted to hold on to it. No mastering or production on this one other than Boreal Forest...

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Project 23

I’m playing with some old-school synth arpeggiators and horn sections, soloed over on guitar. No mastering or producing done on this one yet. Just sitting here waiting for a few more pieces.

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Becoming: Piano on New Year’s Eve

A modal piano improvisational exploration recorded on New Year’s Eve, 2024.

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Simple Guitar Song

Simple finger-picking recorded in the open-windowed studio on a muggy day. Gear:Epiphone Les Paul Model Special IIFender Champion 100Shure SM57

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Project 8

A brief experiment with a Boss SY-200. Gear:Epiphone Les Paul Special-II E1ES2 (Logic Pro emulation)Boss SY-200Fender Champion 100

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Cold February Blues (Improv)

This is a blues-in-E improv over a theme I’ve been working on for a few days. I’m finger-picking again after being in a cast for a couple of months, so the solo’s kind of janky, but it feels great to be back with it again, and what could be better...

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1992-1994: The “Emerson” Sessions

It was 1991 when I found and repaired my mother’s 1964 Sears folk guitar and started playing. Between 1992 and 1994, I recorded original songs in my bedroom using an Emerson dual-deck boom box. As I was encouraged into other studies, and as I got lost in a deep mental...

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