Sabin Waking up. Making amends. looking back

Waking up in a quantum state

I felt transparent and ethereal, and so I reached out to the floor for the soft carpet and left my hand print in it. The carpet reminded me I was real and the hand print proved I was solid. I've done a ritual of this kind of thing for most of my life.

By Sabin May 11, 2024album, awakening, blog, looking back

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Hypnosis as a child

Later that year -- the same year I had a spiritual awakening and fell profoundly in love -- it came up that my mother hypnotized me nightly from about 2 years old to the age of 9 or 10 or so.

By Sabin May 9, 2024awakening, ayahuasca, hypnosis, looking back, meditation, recovery

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Day in the life

We're doing the mastering for "Simultaneously Alive" now, which means Danielle is taking over a lot of the specific finalities as producer --...

By Sabin May 5, 2024awakening, ayahuasca, c.v., looking back, process, recovery2 Comments

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I Learned from my past to look forward from here

I went through old journal entries for inspiration tonight. I reminded myself of who I had been, pitfalls and traps I had fallen...

By Sabin January 6, 2023awakening, looking back, process, psychedelics